I've not smoked since 12 January, when I had tonsillitis with a mutant strep in my throat that has become resistant to the Augmentin plus, and it seems that we have spent years living in a symbiosis of the most friendly, until he gets out of hand and sends me 2 week low.
I tried my first cigarette at age 10, although I can say that I am a smoker for 12 years. And I've had a few months when I stopped smoking, although I have always relapsed. The worst thing for an ex-smoker is to retest 1 cigarette. Only 1! In the first set, it might even feel dizzy, your brain remembers the delicious sensation, which are not fully aware, to have your mind awash in nicotine and then you've already screwed up. Becausefirst day will be 1 to 2 days to accept another cigar offers you a friend of yours: the price of having good friends. Finally, the fourth or fifth day, those disgusted with yourself, not smoking again, but to go to journal: cigarettes asking your friends. So do the only thing that makes sense at the time: you buy a pack of snuff and so stop feeling an inveterate scrounger. And without realizing it, has fallen back into the habit.
I do not know why, but this week took a mono-read-awesome withdrawal syndrome. Theoretically, the single physical (or chemical or physiological, as they prefer to say) should already be gone. But even though my brain has stored this information, there is no way to make him understand That must stop now to generate more monkey to smoke!
not know how much longer I can hold this monkey, but at least I'm going to eat to celebrate a Hindu for 1 day, I have not smoked
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